Forward Thinking

I want to keep track of things I dream about doing once I've stopped carrying this second person around with me.




I think I'll call her Chastity - because I swear, she has completely tanked my sex-drive and I WANT HER GONE!!  LOL





  • I will have a professional makeover with someone skilled in applying Bare Minerals makeup.  I don't actually LIKE makeup very much, and I don't care for the way most of it feels on my face... but I would like to learn how to properly apply Bare Minerals products, since those don't bother me.
  • I will take a trip to Cedar Point with my darling hubby.  We went there during our honeymoon in 2002.  I avoided many of the rides because I feared that I could not fit properly in the seats and would not feel secure.  I LOVE coasters and the like, as does he... I want to enjoy those with him.
  • The Water Park!!  The one here in Dundee, the one at Cedar Point, any I can find!  I will be sliding down the water slide again and again and again, without fear I'll look foolish, get stuck, hurt myself.

  • Hit the Minnesota Ren Fest and State Fair - both in the same weekend - with my BF.  It's been so long since we've been able to do anything like that, and I miss it.  I miss wandering Mall of America without constantly looking for the next place to sit my ass down and give my aching body a break.
  • Get tons of new outfits for Ren Fest... beautiful flowing skirts, a tight leather bustiere or ten, some calf boots.

  • Copious tub baths with my LUSH bath bombs.  Heaven!  And not feeling like I'm stuffing myself into some weird sausage casing just to sit in the tub!!
  • Sex... more sex... lots and lots of sex!!
  • Buy and wear something off the rack at Victoria's Secrets or similar shop... to go with the previous one ;-)
  • Buy and wear something... er... "special"... that would make my Zebby really really really happy!!
  • Be able to downsize the chains my medallions are on... and maybe finally talk the BF into making the one I really want!  *bats eyelashes*
  • Speaking of which... or whom LOL... being able to WEAR the t-shirts myself ;-)
  • Matching bra and pantie sets... 'nuff said
  • Being able to get the swim suit Zebby really wants me to wear... without having to try and find it in a plus-size!
  • Having a neck again, instead of a trunk!
  • Getting my rings resized - DOWN - and maybe even finally being able to buy a ring and wear it out of the store without sending it to be resized, or being told, "we can only go up one or two sizes with that ring."
  • Did I mention sex?  Lots of it?  Yeah?  Ok...

  • Getting my EMT license again and going back to work on a rig... this one I know is going to depend a lot on my shoulder and my back and my fibro... but it would definitely make me really happy to be back on the job. 
  • Have my doctors tell me that back surgery will be unnecessary for at least 10+ years - that'd be awesome!


  • Finally get Lasik done on my eyes.  Maybe I should make that my reward for reaching goal.
  • Have a professional photo shoot done with B&W pictures I'd be proud to post on my FL profile.

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